ConstantMeowing

01/03-17, 02:12 I don't understand what happened, but it was like all the feelings just suddenly disappeared. And even though, i cry, I don't feel anything. Really nothing at all? Don't know what i am supposed to do anymore, Hope I can sleep away the emptiness. Breaking?

I'm very ironic, me, i don't see how I work at all. I want it all, i wish to fall. I think I'm strong, but know i'm weak. I wish I could have it all, but first, i wish to feel how it is to fall. Unfamiliar, uninvited, un-, un-, un-, the feelings are. One could say I wish to die, but frankly, i couldn't see the end in the eye. I want to be great, strong, remembered, I do, but maybe bad, weak and forgotten will do. I love myself to bits, i just know i could be better. I don't understand myself, but what is the meaning. Life won't help me, never once intervening. Here I lie, i rise again. Tomorrow has come, don't let it come in vain.